Love Like Never Before =)

hello new blue-black!

really, i cant believe my luck in 2010.
other than the fact that i nearly spent my first second of 2010 in the toilet overseas,
this is already the 2nd blue-black im getting from knocking onto the seats.
AND, already knowing that chances of getting an off day on CNY is as low as ZERO,
i dont know why i still stupidly wished that i would be one of the lucky ones.
...which in the end brought my disappointment to an even higher level. followed by sadness, depression and then very very upset (like the expression on my bruise above).

im already feeling better after mr luo called, complaining to my sis and bro (who only "ooh", "sad" and asking me to "relax") and, whining to amanda and cousin JH who comforted me tt there's 15 days of CNY and she has a week off, and that every other day could be a valentine's day.
OHHH! and of cos i got much better after snacking on happy food - the 2 cakes i bought from the lobby and a pack of cashew nuts @ 11PM.. (which i kinda regret because i feel fat instantly).

come to think of it, i have to admit that my emotions got the better of me.
this could not be the reason, but i know that i would have controlled myself better if i were to be at home. now, i can only look out for kind souls to take my flight or some nice traders to sell me their off days.

for every festive seasons that i CANT be home, i feel that my life is so miserable.