 * 大胃王 The girl, who is always indecisive. Being a Libra, im always trying to balance things up on the scales. im beginning to love Summer because Summer is always bright. im into dresses because i think wearing pants can be a hassle. being Indecisive is probably the one thing that has NEVER change in me. B.F.F are the important people in my life and they are.. Boyfriend, Family and Friends. =) 
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Thursday, August 06, 2009
i was just browsing thru' Eric kor's facebook and... ='( sigh.. where and how do i even begin? it no longer feels the same being at home with one person less. IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT! seriously... and with the buddhist chanting (???) playing in grandma's room less than 10 feet away from my room. the exact same one we heard as we looked at her benign face. this kind of feeling, can you understand? ok, other than YOU my sis, my bro, my parents. the thought of the whole scene could just make me cry again. we all know that she's going to a better place right? with my off days, annual leave and so on, im officially not working for 14days already. this is bad. i know im going to feel very lost at work and have tons of things going thru my tiny brain. =( being at home for so many !#$%^&* days, what have i done? accumulating unhealthy body fats. does it count? NO? then, nothing constructive. being (a bit of) an introvert , i think im becoming worse. im already bad at expressing myself, what's more? im bad at using words in terms of both written and spoken too. that's why i always remember this saying: "if you have got nothing good to say, then dont say anything." but you know, we're all human and there are times whereby you cant keep your mouth shut and then, you blurt out all the wrong words. URRRRRGGGH........ I HATE GROWING UP. growing up = know more things = more responsibility = more to think = more trouble and BLAH BLAH BLAH. work work work... stress stress STRESS! (socially, not academically.) HATE HATE HATE!!! 
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