 * 大胃王 The girl, who is always indecisive. Being a Libra, im always trying to balance things up on the scales. im beginning to love Summer because Summer is always bright. im into dresses because i think wearing pants can be a hassle. being Indecisive is probably the one thing that has NEVER change in me. B.F.F are the important people in my life and they are.. Boyfriend, Family and Friends. =) 
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
- i had a cut on my feet; only realised the dried up blood after i checked it, just before i took my shower. - i have a teeny-weeny cut on my finger, painful but not visible. - the skin on my back and shoulders are peeling. and it's ugly....no more bare back for the time being. - my hands, arms, thighs, calves feel so DRY... making me feel like a snake. - instead of having 2 big full meals a day, i now have one HUGE portion of food a day which never fails to make me feel like vomitting. - after that, i like to complain how full and how terrible i feel. - then i'll drink lots of tea wishing that it'll help me to detox and then cant get to sleep because i had too much caffine in me. - my stomach then get bloated and i'd complain AGAIN. - then i'll hallucinate that i have a huge bluging tummy and my face looking as round as a basketball with 2 ping pong cheeks.......... - and i'll start emo-ing like what im doing now because i have no one to talk to, no one to complain to..and even if i do, i'll be called mad. - im sitting in front of the mirror and this just made things worse. - i suddenly miss my long straight hair. should i go rebond again? btw, i've been awake for 24 hrs for now and i feel like im having jet lag. Urrrrrggggggh! i need my slimming pill aka pillow aka comforter aka listening ear BLAH BLAH BLAH... emoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemo E.M.O.  SHE chu dian |