 * 大胃王 The girl, who is always indecisive. Being a Libra, im always trying to balance things up on the scales. im beginning to love Summer because Summer is always bright. im into dresses because i think wearing pants can be a hassle. being Indecisive is probably the one thing that has NEVER change in me. B.F.F are the important people in my life and they are.. Boyfriend, Family and Friends. =) 
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
wow. looking at the itinerary planned by sis and her friend, i doubt it is possible that we won't put on weight! and the "best" part is that, we still have to make it a point to make ourself look good and not look too flabby and chubby for the 'must-go-wedding' since we'll be going there as hosts. boo! nah~ share with you people!! you'll never thought that bao can look like that!  http://www.mrbaoz.com.tw/aboutus.htmlwhile we heard about Dunkin' Donuts in the States, and Donut Factory over here in Singapore, it seems that there's a donut craze over at Taiwan too. Mister Donut. (Oringinally from Japan)  lollipop look alike!http://www.misterdonut.com.tw/index.asp damn. with a sweet tooth like mine, im bound to eat ALOT and would really LOVE to taste all the different flavours! plus.. PLUS.. all those roadside stalls??? (the XXL crispy chicken? i heard that it taste 100X better over there)! oh gosh! really ought to go exercise before the trip! that reminds me, my weight.. it NEVER dropped back to what it was before ever since my last trip to the States. =/ on a lighter note, daddy mummy will be back tonight! 'grounded' period would be over! yay! ehh, im not exactly being grounded, just that i have to stay at home to keep an eye on grandma since ah jie has to go back to school. sidetrack a little. grandma keeps walking in and out of the room. she sometimes speaks to me in melayu and, i only understand "makan"(eat) and "tidur"(sleep). -.-".. her sight is failing on her and she cannot differentiate me, my sis and the maid. that explains why she speaks to me in melayu.
she asks me " bo chia ah"(hokkien), or "makan" whether i am eating, i just finished my meal or when i step into the living room. -.-"'.. i looked at her, and many times i wonder..
How is it like, how does it feel when you're old?
ahh! i really don't wish to fast forward my life to have my answer. just wondering..... hmm....... i remember the times when she was still healthy.. the days when i was still a kid. she was very fierce and i felt that she was really mean towards me compared to my sis. and she is now a lot weaker than before. her appetite become small and she seems to have shrunk! she used to be able to go down to the marketplace and to the coffeeshop for coffee, but a bad fall robbed away her freedom. =( her friends and siblings used to drop by and visit her occasionally. i remember the times when i see different ah gongs and ah ma-s whom i didn't know and don't know how to address them. so, when you become old, you'll lost contact with your friends (because they've either become weaker like yourself or, even passed away).. is it supposed to be like that? and if your parnter goes to the faraway land before you do, you become even more lonely? is it something like that?
i don't know why, but maybe because my sis and i ever talked about how grandma had changed over the years and we always want to do our best when it comes to celebrating her birthday. we realised that she kind of love crowds around.
end of sidetrack. lunch time and then back to research!! lalalaa..  SHE chu dian |